Half way
Well, I am halfway through my third bout of radiation treatment. Only five more to go.
I have been feeling really fatigued this week - not sure if that's the radiation or just a coincidence. Twice this week I have been in bed before my 2 children (aged almost 4 and 2 and who go to bed at 7:30!).
I've also had nausea which I know is related to the radiation even if the nurses seem doubtful. This is my third time with radiation and every time I have had nausea I don't think this can be coincidence.
I think though, that one of the worst things about radiation treatment is the fact that I have to be at the hospital every day. On the first day I had an 8:40 am timeslot so I thought I would be in pretty quickly but they were running late (!) so I didn't get in until 9:30 am. It really got to me and I was so teary and angry that the hospital, my treatments etc seem to 'take over' my life. I think I just don't like not being in control.
Anyway, like I said, I'm halfway through so light is at the end of the tunnel - hurrah! Then off to the oncologist on 2 August to talk about the next steps.