Grateful, Trying to Stay Positive but Struggling

You have done so well.
That first year of treatment is such a whirlwind. It is all go, go, go.
It is not quite an anticlimax at the end, but such a change.
Reward your self, make plans, enjoy life as best you can.
For now I choose not to think about a return of cancer.
I've had all of my recommended treatments.
I'll deal with bad news if and when it comes.
People often ask me if I am OK now. 
I'm not sure what the correct answer should be.