Good news
Today I met with the oncologist. It was a very daunting experience ...being in the cancer center & seeing many other poor people who looked very pale ,very sick & bald & some very young.I couldnt help but think I dont want to be here...
Anyway although i was on the verge of tears the whole consult the news was positive.
He feels that i have a minimal benefit of about 0.9% from added chemotherapy & this is basically "not worth it "
He feels i have a good prognosis on tamoxifen alone for 5 years.
to double check everything he will present my case at a multi discipilary meeting(MDM) & also get the pathology slides double checked.
I then have another appt in 9 days to review what the other docs opinions were at the MDM.
SO big sigh of relief -- I may be able to party at christmas after all.!! I am finally seeing a path forward through this haze ..as it is all sinking in.
Thanks again & again & agian to all the positive messges of encouragment. When I see you I will be giving extra big hugs xxxx