You are right Cheryl , are other that are having longer treatments and are soo brave I wish them all best of luck and I try to remember that when I'm feeling down but sometimes it is hard . That's why I appreciate so much this website , I know that everytime I vent my frustration all you lovely ladies on this network understand where I'm comming from and what I'm going thru, thank you so much for the support. I have a woderfull carring husband and family and friends that support me but they can't really understand what I'm feeling like you do . Thank again for your support and best of luck with the rest of your treatment. Regards Monica