Hey Helena, What you're feeling is absolutely normal, the thought of chemo frightened the life out of me! I had 3 cycles of FEC, and 3 of docetaxol. But, actually, it wasn't as bad as I expected. Yes, the hair started coming out after 2 weeks, but I found that the anti nausea drugs etc. that they give you worked really well. Had some nausea, but no throwing up. It helped me to snack on dry salty biscuits like jatz, pretzels were good too. And there was no heartburn!! Also, don't take dexamethasone too late in day, as it may be hard to sleep, mid afternoon with food was good for me. You can do this Helena, take care,Kath x