Hi Hazel,
I guess I shouldn't have assumed things also but I did and it's getting to me, I trust my Surgeon and he knows what's best for me ultimatly so I guess I just have to go with the flow so to speak. My daughter allready has some concept I think because I usually sleep with her but I haven't been able to do that since surgery because of the pain and she understands that but misses me reading 4 - 5 books every night, she keeps asking me when are you going to sleep with me again and I keep telling her after I see the doctor, she's not going to like seeing me sick and I've been told by my Breast Care Nurse that bc patients lose their hair so I don't know how she'll go with that so If I have to have chemo I'm getting my hair cut as I have long hair and apparently it can be quite traumatizing if you lose your hair when It's long, so I've been advised to get it cut, I'm sure she'll tell me I look funny she'll probably compare me to a pokemon character lol laughing's better than crying. I feel better now, what I love about everyone on here is the support is endless and it allways makes me see things in a better light. Lots of cyber hugs coming your way.
Anitaxx
