nicole_h
11 years agoMember
frustrated
Hi all. Never really did start with a blog properly. Im still not sure if this is the way to make contacts but I need to talk to someone, anyone, regularly to compare experiences if nothing else. I...
dam right Nicole, I've always thought being positive is counterintuitive. It only makes other people feel better if you are positive which is why they always want you to be that way. It might work for some and that's great but I find it doesn't prepare you at all if things dont turn out well and with bc, well it really just keeps on giving doesn't it?
I really admire you, even though I know you have no choice. I have not had bad side effects or the death of someone close, but still feel down in the dumps allot. Still awaiting the joys of surgery, 2 more chemos, radiation etc..
btw I dont think its stupid that you are looking forward to the radiation now. feeling connected to/understood by people can be a small saviour and you can find it in the strangest of places.
stay in touch
shat