From the highs to the lows

Completely gutted - and not for myself. Devastated to learn that my younger sister has been diagnosed with ovarian cancer!

I could cope with me having cancer but I'm feeling lost and confused with her having it. I'm so scared that I'm going to lose her, but at the same time I'm feeling selfish because I'm worried that with my breast cancer and her ovarian, that will be the next step for me.

We've asked about testing because this is totally out of the blue. No other women in our family have ever had cancer, but my dad and his brother both had it - prostate and bowel. My uncle lost his fight a few years ago.

I'm struggling to express myself properly. More later.