First time

I'm very new to this. Have never  had a blog before. In fact i have never had cancer before!  I thought I would try this out and see how it works.  I have been flooded with so many beautiful messages, phone calls, visits, flowers, chocolates.... It is absolutely wonderful to receive so much love and support and feel totally immersed in lots of positive thoughts.  It does get exhausting repeating the story over and over and I feel sometimes my head is about to burst ! Other times it fees surreal and I just think its not happening at all...cos I feel so well.  Then at other times I feel sad and scared and uncertain. I love all the messages it picks me up and makes me feel ...'I can get rid of this horrible thing.' I think I need a name for 'it'  perhaps I call it  Camilla! No disrespect to the duchess intended. So here is the plan for getting rid of Camilla.  Monday bone scan and chest x ray , Wednesday MRI of both breasts ( to make sure Camilla doesn't have any other friends.... Which I m sure she doesn't )  Then surgery planned for the 15 November at fph. Probably will be a full mastectomy .... But this will all depend on the results that evolve through the week .  So this is entry one ... Still not quiet sure how a blog works but we will see. .....