First day of chemo
Hello ladies.....I've been awake for most of the night, its only 4.30am on my first day of chemo :-(
I'm so not ready for this! practically I am...been drinking water all day yesterday, taken some medication (not sure what for!), ordered head scarves, chosen a wig (which was horrible), cuddly teddy who is now my chemo friend is waiting for me, bag is packed with kindle, blanket and a couple of choccies to nibble on during treatment today but I dont want to go!!!!!!!!
I'm positive but feel like I'm on auto pilot really, is this actually happening to me?
What cancer I hear you say, thats for other people isnt it???
I have the biggest headache already and I havent even started yet :-/
I feel like a ticking time bomb...what are my side effects going to be?.....hope I can do excercise...hope I can continue working...I hope I stay positive!
Thanks for listening to me moaning, I'm off to drink my warm lemon water and take some headache pills before I make my way to the oncology department in Port Macquarie to start the worst treatment of my life!
Sad day :-(