Hello Tracey,
i was was only recently diagnosed, my lump was <2cm but had spread to one Lymph Node. I've had most of the tests, just the last ones this coming Tuesday, and Wednesday I get a port. Then it's the waiting game for Chemo, which will start in about 2 weeks.
Many of your words hit home. It's how I feel too, but being at the beginning of the journey, I have moments, I think you know what I mean. Not knowing what to expect? Self doubt, worry and the list goes on. It's very overwhelmingly.
I dont really know where I am at to be truthful. I am hoping to connect with other women, share the experience, and come through the other end together.
Sandi