Erin_71
13 years agoMember
feeling terrified
Hi all I am new to this and was not even sure I wanted to post. Here goes I have read alot of the posts on here and they are all so positive. How do you get there I am having a mastectomy tomorrow an...
Thanks annz53.I just feel that all my days are dark at the moment. I am single so I find it is very easy to find that place when I am alone. My mum and especially my sister has a been a gold mine of support. I am 42 and some times just find it hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I work in a pub in a small town so going back to work after surgery scares the hell outta me. Actually leaving the house after surgery scares the hell outta me. I have only told my direct family at this stage. I think I felt that if I tell any more people it will become to real. I don't know I guess it can't get any more real than today.