Feeling nervous

What a great name. Hey that sentinel node was interesting. And I am not a needle person, I cannot believe how freely they were to jab me last week lol. Unfortunately I didn't get clear margins so more surgery. Lymph nodes clear though. I also don't have the results of the receptors until next week. I am unsure of what surgery to go for yet, will decide by Tuesday next week. I have a wonderful lady doctor who is so caring I feel confident in trusting her and taking her advice. I still have to have Chemo though but unsure of anything else. I got a call from breast care nurse to fit me for bra today. Cannot believe my life now revolves around doctors appointments, talking about bc etc., it used to be about holidays, going out to teA, retiring and caravanning, how things change in just over a month. Hugs wend xo