I can sympathise with you. I'm going to have a serious talk to my Onc next visit.
It is hard weighing up the benefits of trying to keep the cancer away with AI's.
I'm quite fed up with feeling so much older than I am.
I don't understand why some weeks are better than others.
I don't suffer with depression, but last week I was feeling so bad and wanting some relief from my aching legs. I managed to book a remedial massage, and it seems to have helped.
I'm considering Medical Cannibis, as I can't use non steroidal anti-inflammatory drugs.
I want to travel overseas, and worry how complicated that might be with Cannibis.
My aches and pains are one thing. There is also the damage to my bones. I'm now on Zometa every
6 mths, and that has the risk of bone necrosis in the jaw.
There are other side effects I may yet to be diagnosed.
I don't think you are a failure. We all have our breaking point. I don't know if I will continue to 10 yrs.
So far I'm only at 2 1/2yrs.