Feel like I am going crazy.

Thank you girls, for the support.  I feel better knowing some of you had the same problems.  Before BC and chemotherapy I was getting my periods every 3-4 weeks more, now I have had only one period since starting chemotherapy in December.  So I could be going into menopause.  I am taking Genox Brand of Tamoxifen. 

I thought once chemotherapy was finish I would start getting my energy back and could get back some of my life.  Instead, my brain just does not want to function some days and then that starts to get me down.  Then I start getting sooky.  Then my brain starts going into overload. I should be doing this and I am not. I don't seem to accomplise as much as what I use too.  So I feel like I am not making the most of my life, because it is taking longer that normal to complete things.  Yes I have had a few people say that maybe I should accept its time to slow my life down that I did do too much for everyone else and not for me.  Then I am not sure what I want out of life anymore.

Well I am going to the hospital next week to see if I can get relief from any of these symptons.  Thank you for listening to my whining.

Louise that will be great if we catch up.   I understand about your deadlines for tax.  Yes I only just sent hubby company 's tax return to the accountant.  Its nearly the end of financial year again. Haha

Thank you again Girls

Dot xx

PS it taken nearly 40 mins for me to concentrate on writing this.