Susan, I haven't checked the website in a while and was happily thinking you weren't having any troubles. You just couldn't make this stuff up! As if having cancer isn't enough! I know I'm not helping but I really feel frustrated for you. I'd give you a hug but it would probably hurt too much. Sounds like your medical team are on top of things and this will pass but you have every right to have all the ;pity parties' you need. Whoever called breast cancer a giant 'Boody trap' was so right. I'll be thinking of you on Monday buddy.