Everything else that comes with it!!
The feeling of feeling useless and the fact that i just cant seem to be able to run off the way i always do is what i thinik i goin to drive me crazy!Having to rely on other to help SUXS!!!
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Thanku all so much 4 ur advice and support! I just couldnt take it anymore. i got up the energy and got my girls in the car and i left!
I couldnt type, i didnt know how to express wat i thinking and feeling..
I guess i just had more than enough of the comments "im so over cooking for everyone", "ive had my kids, my grand kids are not my responsibiblty"etc...Thats what is constantly being said and im soooo over it! i hate that they r saying it. Its not that i asked to be a single mum (thier dad chosen not to be part of our lives)and i most certainly did not ask to get sick!
I know that if it was on the reverse, the person that is unwell wouldnt even have to ask for anything, i just do it! (or maybe thats my problem, i give to much).. Then to come home and because i walked right pass everyone i get bitched about bigtime!!
I keep trying to smile and stay positive, and i can do that when it comes to my treatment and that everything is going well and it will b ok, but its so hard when all this other stuff gets thrown on to it!
Farout!!what a day..Can i close my eyes and make everything go away??