Epiphany

Over this journey I have had 3 ephiphanies which have made me feel humble and made this journey that I am on far far easier:

1.  God decides who gets what in this lifetime.  I had a baby who was stillborn and another who lived 45 minutes.  Compared to those little babies (mine), my life has been big, huge and enormous.

2. God's only son lived 33 years....anything after that should be regarded as a huge bonus.

3. Waiting for cancer to return is like waiting for the Chinese to buy up the real estate market in the Whitsundays.  It probably won't happen, but in the interim, live with what you have and enjoy it!