Emotional rollercoaster!!

Hi Tonya! :)    

I've just said goodbye to my partner and kids again and thought i would log on and see if i had any messages, and thats when i read your  lovely reply! Thank you soo much, even tho i am in tears.....yet again!! lol I can't believe there is so many supportive people out there and i think this site is a wonderful way to vent and just be with people that fully understand how i feel!! I am proud to be a part of it and the "pink sisterhood"! I do try and take each appointment and treatment one step at a time and i must say it works to help me get through it. Being in here tho i have time to think and some times my thoughts start to go down that dark path which i try so hard not tothink about! What is frustrating as well is that when i am being positive someone will come along and say "wow you are really happy considering what you have!" and for some reason i feel like screaming "its gonna be okay, im gonna survive this!!" and i feel the need to quote the statistics to them. I know im being unreasonable and its not their fault but i cant help it! But ive got to realise it is still only new to me and these emotions will settle. Seeing this site and reading truly inspirational stories,like your own, has made me feel like im "normal" again and for that im very appreciative!!! Im Addicted!!! lol So im just gonna have to keep nagging the doctors and lovely nurses until they let me go home!! Sending even bigger hugs. Rose xx :)