Hi Janey
So, sorry you are feeling low at the moment. This crisis in our health that we are all dealing with does take such a toll on our ability to cope with things.
It sounds like you have a wonderful son and I hope that all is well with the lump.
It's scary facing this very serious disease and the traumatic treatments we need to endure. This does effect the emotions and I often feel very emotional despite trying to think positive and rationally about things.
You are certainly not alone in how you are feeling right now. We are experiencing the reality that sometimes life does not go well so it is pretty hard to reassure yourself and others that things will be okay.
You are still a strong person but it's just that your strength is needed to cope with fighting breast cancer just now. When you win this fight and regain your physical strength you'll be able to be there for your family and friends again.
Hope all goes well with your last Chemo on Friday. I am having my 3rd on Thursday and just hope the nurse can get the cannula in first go this time.
Hope you feel better soon, it's probably the virus affects on top of everything else.
Xxooooxxxxxxx Deanne