@kmakm But you enjoyed it, didn't you? @Sister I adore grapefruit and judge it a deprivation to have to live without it. And of the Lindt fruit sensation chocolate balls, it's my favourite. I bought a packet while I was on Letrozole before my surgery, not thinking, and gobbled a couple of handfuls before I realised it was forbidden. I was back on Letrozole between chemo and rads and will go back on it after rads, so the long-term adventure on it is still to come for me. I've been awake since 4 am. My anxiety/ frustration is mounting again as I near the end of rads (6 days to go), with the ugly flap of tissue under my arm swelling and becoming more horrible than ever. I need to kick myself out of this state of mind.