@"Kiwi Angel" @Doodoo Hopeless sobbing meltdown at the gym (after my workout thank goodness) after I called my sister back in response to a call me asap message. Shit I think, has something happened to our parents (both over 80)? No. She just wants to change an organisational plan. She's stressed, I'm stressed, it gets contentious, I can't cope, I don't have the answers she needs, and then she hangs up on me. I don't hang up on people, I find it the height of rudeness. So now I'm sobbing. And stressing about the genetic testing appointment I'm about to have. At her behest, so she can get more information to decide whether to prophylactically remove her breasts.
I agree. I can't go on like this but I don't know what to do. I just have to keep slogging on. I want the old me back but she's gone, along with my boobs.