@PatsyN .... I wish we were closer to give you a hug & a Congrats. How GOOD to be told you are clear! Well done!! It all wasn't for nothing!
I was strangely emotional at the end of my Rads 2 weeks ago too .... so to have the CT Scan & then be told you are clear all on top of that - I reckon I'd still be crying too! Hey! Let it out!!!
The effects of your rads will 'continue working out' for the next few weeks ...... my boob is only just becoming 'less hot' after 2 weeks ..... and may take another 2 weeks to get back to 'normal temp'!
NO - you are not a brat who doesn't appreciate anything - you are a bit overwhelmed by the thole thing, which is totally understandable! It will take a little time for you to settle in to your 'new you' ..... you can't rush it.
Just take care of yourself - continue nurturing your boobs - and all going well, all WILL go well
All the best xxxxx BIG hugs coming your way!! xx