You're right, there are many decisions to make along our journey. I can't imagine how you must have felt to discover that this b........ came back again. Its bad enough the first time. Having it come back again is my greatest fear right now. I don't EVER want to go through this again. At the moment I'm in hospital with an infection and I've felt like crap for two days. Well crappier than usual. I am picking up again now that I'm on antibiotics. Thanks for your comments. I really appreciate the words of wisdom from all my fellow pink ladies. I hope you are travelling well and life is treating you kindly right now. Lots of hugs back to you. Love Jane xx