Distress

Thank you every one.

It makes you feel better when you know you aren't the only one who feels like this.  I do have a counsellor but I don't have an appointment with her for another couple of weeks. Maybe I should try to get in earlier! I agree Summer, that we do treat our animals kinder. And yes Chris it does feel like every second word you hear is cancer or cancer related. I'm having a bone scan and a ct done on Thursday due to a "new pain" and the fact that I lost 3 kgs in a week. Even the onc said it is unlikely to be anything but I know that is playing on my mind also.  When you break it down, yes I have had a bit on my plate over the last few months and it's not unreasonable that my positivity and resolve is waining somewhat. I think I do need to allow myself the time to grieve and try to acknowledge the pain and fear that I feel instead of trying to push down my feelings like I usually do. Thanks so much for all of your comments. You guys are the best. ???? Karen