Hi Sandramj,
we all have different reactions to our roller coaster ride called Breast Cancer
- some of us sail through it with little disruption to life
- others are sick and tired and angry and sad
- All of these are normal and Okay
- Can I recommend seeing a psychologist and chatting with them.
- They will know the right questions to ask to see whether you are in denial or coping really well with the situation.
I had a friend I made while going through chemo who had surgery chemo then radiation and continued to work - even having radiation and then going to work each day.... I on the other hand would crawl home and sleep all afternoon, it has taken me 3 years to regroup and regain my energy levels of pre diagnosis.
we are all different it is great that you are feeling so well and doing things you enjoy the cruise the ball etc...
Hugs
SoldierCrab
