@rainwalker,
There really is no right or wrong answer to this as @sister says, and unfortunately you are the one that has to decide. Unhelpful I know, and trusting your own instincts through this thing is difficult enough. You never really feel totally sure that you have made the right choice because there are no 100% definitive answers to any of the questions. No matter how much we keep searching for them they all remain so variable. You have to do what your instincts tell you and trust yourself to have made the best decision you can for yourself at this point in time.
xoxoxo