Deciding on Reconstruction or not

Thanks Lara , I had the first mastectomy 2yrs ago but it's taken this long to feel I could go back for more surgery.this time I've asked for the second mastectomy and then the start of inflaters.i came to the decision for two reasons, firstly they can't really see through my right breast tissue properly. And for me I would love to have a leakage again, not to wear low tops but o wear normal tops. The top of my mast has a bit of a dent there so all my tops are high:/// drives me mad in summer. Although it may take awhile to get used to boobs that look a little fake!!! I'm looking forward to getting rid of the tissue.i live in the country so u get support but u also get everyone knowing what u hae done b4 u do. So b4 I get asked a upfront question and stutter to get a answer out I'm preparing myself a one liner. So if someone was to say" have u got fake tits"? I'll quickly replyYES .... My real ones tried to kill me, so I had to cut them off!! Oh along with prior surgery, chemo , rays and medication!!! Lol not really a one liner but people can b really judgmental which I guess is human nature:) other than getting fit and eating healthy, enjoying my family and trying my hardest not to let anxiety get the better of me. This is the last thing I can do for them and me to try to prevent it from coming back at least in my breast. Didn't someone say that your 30's are the best yrs? Hugs kell xx