Thank you so much Melinda, what a scary time for you, just when you think it's over, it comes back. This is my biggest fear and this is why I want the double now, recover and not look back. A friend of mine had similar (Lobular but not invasive) and also regrets her decision of not having double mastectomy as she couldn't afford it at the time, and so far has had two recalls and is at present booked in for a biopsy. I think I know my answer, guess I was just looking for validation, and time and time again I hear other ladies stories and it confirms my decision. Thank you ladies so much for taking the time to help me, I really appreciate it and hope once I'm on my recovery road will also be able to help and guide others as you beautiful ladies have done for me xxxxxx