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Looks like you can't sleep either.  I have chemo tomorrow and of course the Dexamethasone has kicked in.  Bonus though I have a very clean tidy house. It really hypes me up.  I have been zooming all day and thought I might be worn out tonight.  No not so.  Oncology rang today and said my Hemoglobin count was down "Was I feeling tired"  I said "Definately not today"  Wonder what will happen when the drugs drop out on Sunday.  I usually fall over pretty bad when my body comes off them.  Lots of emotional stuff which I find difficult but it is all part of the process.  I like yourself have not had a problem with the hair loss.  My little grand-daughter who is 3 going on 33 has not seen Nanna without hair yet but knows about it.  She was being babysat by my other daughter last Saturday and saw a photo of me that she hadn't seen before.  "Look Nanna has got hair" she said and she remembered to tell her mother when she saw her!!!  It is more scary/bewildering for others I think.  At least it will be something different for her to experience when I next am well enough to visit her.  Only two more chemos to go  Yeh!!  Good for you on taking control.  XLeonie