Day b4 my 1st Chemo
Hello all! Hope everyone is having a lovley weekend.
Well , today is Sunday 23rd Jan 2010! Tomorrow i start my chemo. This morning i started taking Dexamethansone, and it hit me, the time has arrived, my Chemo is STARTING. I have been looking forwad to it, ITS the next phase of my treatment and on my way to recovery.
I am feeling a little overwhelmed atm! I dont know if i want to cry, laugh, be alone or with someone. I just cant seem to stay focused on what im feeling. Its a strange feeling. I feel like i should be doing something, yet i have no idea.
I decided this morning, that on Tuesday 25th there is a group at the hospital for women with breast cancer. Im really hoping that i am able to attend. If not i know there is another time.
I know what can possibly happen, but i would imagine the 1st session, will always be the hardest as really, dont know how i will react. All these things keep coming to my mind, Sometimes it is easier just to type than talk about it to those surrounding me.
Thankyou for reading. Enjoy whats left of the weekend, and Keep Smiling!
xoxo
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