Day 84
Well today was my second round of chemo. Much easier knowing what to expect. The needle in the arm actually does hurt a little, but hey, it's nothing really. My lovely partner came with me again today...
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yeah - the whole friends thing. It seems that I have ceased to exsist now. My friends all ask my husband about me, which is nice but it seems that they dont know how to react to me now, so the easiest option is to ignore me. Yeah they are nice if they see me out and about but conversation is now very stilted. During the week after chemo I am pretty knocked about so dont really go anywhere. I think what has hit me hardest as I was casual when this all started so I lost my job and therefore also lost the social interaction that comes with working. I have to do something to pick myself up today, too easy to let the negative thoughts rule the day