Day 5 after 2nd FEC & struggling

Welcome,  Yes you are normal.  All the things you are mentioning are all part of the "deal".  I find that I don't plan anything for the first 7 days after chemo.  If I am able to do anything I do but if not nothing was planned.  When I come out of the haze - maybe day 8 then I might plan something.  What lovely friends you have.  A bit of advice that my daughter gave me - she is a Psychologist and very knowledgeable- Just go with the flow Mum.  It seems to work for me.  If I am sad I cry, if I am happy I am hilarious, If I am sick I stay indoors etc etc.  I know it is more difficult for you with young ones but it can also be an advantage for you.  Do whatever fits your moods.  Kids are so resiliant and will be fine especially with all that lovely support that you have.  Take care and look forward to your good days coming up.  Don't forget to keep taking your temps just in case something unusual might be creeping up on you.  For example just before chemo last time, I felt a bit off when I should have been great.  It turns out that my bloods were low.Don't worry about "whinging" - us ladies don't see it as that.  It is an opportunity to connect with someone on line who understands.  There are lots of beautiful women and men who understand where you are at. XLeonie