Day 15

Last night I started preparing my bag to take with me to the hospital (I'm a forward planner!). It is the first time I've actually felt 'scared'. That it's now becoming a reality and not just something I talk about.

I have some of my closest girlfriends coming to stay with me this weekend, which will be really nice. Dinner, a few wines, and long chats.....just what I need.

My step-mum contacted me yesterday and is making up some batches of food to bring up with her next week which is really nice.

My partner, god bless him, has organised a whole roster over the next few weeks of family and friends to both visit and look after me when he has to work. He has just been awesome so far. I feel so lucky to have his strength. xxx