Day 1

Hi Lynelle,

I remember that horrible feeling where the world starts spinning and you can't focus on anything.  I think that's normal and I'm still a bit like it three months on.  I did a fair bit of worrying about the big questions in the first few weeks after diagnosis but once you adjust it becomes a matter of just dealing with each of the stages of the treatment program as you go through it.  You get through each day, each appointment, each procedure and you tick them off.  The goal is the end of treatment and that's where I'm headed, one step at a time.

Be kind to yourself.  Plan some treats to encourage you along the way.  When I feel well, I like a walk on the beach or a visit to some markets or even a swim in the ocean (once my new swimsuit arrives).  It's amazing how little treats help.

Cheers,

Natasha