joeybutts
12 years agoMember
day 1 chemo
Hi everyone,
Well I decided to go ahead with the chemo....just to give myself the best guarentee that it wont come back...anyway it all moved very quickly as I rang them on friday and confirmed tha...
Hi Jo
I can see your braveness and feel what you feel.
I had an final appointment from the initial surgery, and confirm Chemo; radio; and hormorne coming next.
Frankly speaking, I wasn't too shock being diagonised, and wasn't resist of any surgeries, however even I mentally planned to have Chemo, radio,...etc afterward, I had a feeling when meeting Sue, the BC nurse, I started a bit worry myself, and anxious. Sue advised she will surprised if I didn't worry. Quite true, the feeling and thoughts will come gradually. I'll meet Onco next Thrusday and prepare the treatment schedule I believed. I just feel myself have a thorough clean and get ready to be chopped, and now everyday is waiting and waiting.
No doubt, here all the pink sisters give great support and caring to each other. I didn't feel lonely even when the feeling came. I feel a lot of hug around me.
Jo, as I said, I started to worry, but I still want to say to you, keep up, keep positive, you'll feel sick and weak, and all the negative effect might come to attack you, hold on it, feel it, you will get it through.
Keep us update your journey, we are all here (I need you all too) with you.
Xoxo