Hi love well that week went round pretty quick. Probably not for you though. Will be thinking of you on thursday and hope all goes ok. It is the waiting thats worse.Once your there and as you say "get the ball rolling" you can plan and get on with your life/ Albeit around any treatment your going to have. You will know what you can and cannot do and when. So thinking of you and part of me is with you. You are brave and positive but sometimes you just want to sit and cry or scream-nothing wrong in that at all DO It. Hugs to you and your hubby because i bet hes feeling it as well. xoxoxox