Thanks ladies. I think because it's all such a whirlwind from diagnosis to surgery Etc and such a shock being thrown into the unknown with no prior knowledge or time to come to terms with it all coupled with the fear and dread of chemotherapy I'm grasping at straws hoping there's an alternative THATS AS GOOD OR BETTER but it's just facing reality and accepting it.
"And I feel so good and perfectly healthy, I don't feel like I've got cancer, so why go through hell? ". All things my brain is telling me seems all part of the acceptance/non acceptance of having cancer and needing chemotherapy.
Thanks for "listening" ❤️❤️✔️