Chemo

Thank you. Everyone here is so kind. I do not know if I can continue with this. I cannot endure the pain. I find it too much for me. I am considering not continuing with chemotherapy and allowing my body to heal. I am crying with pain every day and I do not know what to do. I have been to my GP also now. I don't know if doctor's understand pain levels or not. If they've never felt it, how can they? At the moment I take an Endone, then wait 45 mins then run a bath to relax myself, then try the toilet. I can go, but it is traumatic and I feel more than I bear any longer. The pain isn't last so many hours afterwards now so there is a a possibility it might be improving a little, or maybe that's just wishful thinking. I don't know. I am not constipating. I am just in a lot of pain.