tammyp26
14 years agoMember
Chemo
Thanks for all the advice for the oncology appointment. I walked into the hospital Friday to the extra large door with 'Cancer Care Unit' in large writing - thinking what the hell am I doing here? C...
Hi Tammy
I hope all goes well with you. I am seeing my chemo specialist for the first time this Wednesday. I am quite anxious and nervous. Will find out about what cycle I will be on... and not looking forward to having side effects. Trying to have positive thoughts...
Thinking... what the hell... I shouldn't be sick.. I don't feel sick... why me?? , that also goes around in my head.
I am also about to have my hair cut real short, before the dreaded loss...too proud to have it fall out with the chemo.
and thanks to Mich post. that helps me as well, as soon enough this will be me.
Happy thoughts and hugs Julie XX