OH @Molly001 its ok to vent and have a cry... they are healthy ways to deal with the crap that is our roller coaster ride of BC treatments.
Not everyone gets side effects and some side effects are easily enough managed by telling your team about them.
Did you know you can ask for home help while going through treatment? do you have a breast care nurse ask her for a referral.
I want to encourage you that 4 years down the track I am back at life doing the things we need to do as a mum, wife, daughter sister etc. ..... Please ask for help from friends and family and if none available ask for help from the BC nurse she will know what you can access during this time.
how old are your children ? can they be given small tasks depending on ages to help around the house.
You need to focus on allowing your body to cope with treatment and get healthy again.
Hugs and energy
Alice xoxo