Hi @AllyJay thank you for the example situation. If I dont choose the chemo and it come back I believe i will regret it. Definitely there is a whisper in my mind saying that
but if i choose chemo and cancer come back, i also will question it no point to choose chemo at first.
At the moment, my mind is not crystal and i know i am a brave woman. I always fill with worry and worry. What if this chemo damage other part of my body. What if there is unknown cancer in my body and it make it worst. What if what if ..... full of what if in my head
Oh gee i dont believe it why my brain keep thinking the bad things
i need someone strong to push me and make me calm and believe in my choice.
@Afraser I dont know which one I can.... one or another make me thinking
i am sorry all for the trouble...
Many thanks