hi all, this post just my emotion and what I have in my head that make me cant sleep because of these options. 1. chemo and radiation then hormone therapy or 2. radiation and ovaries shutdown a...
My heart and mind try to negotiate not doing the chemo since 2 lymph nodes taken are clear and this cancer is hormonal so just terminate my ovaries. There are so many reason came up from my head to avoid but on the other hand half of my head said ‘what if’ it recurring ?? silly me, why i am still thinking this and I know the reason ‘ I hate the nasty effects cause by chemo’
Anyway, I know decision will be in last minutes when I see my oncologist.