@Emim my BRCA testing didn't cost anything (or relatively little - my memory is poor 🙁) . I did a questionnaire with the geneticist and met the criteria for that. I had the blood test done at QML and had the results within a couple of weeks. The CHEK2 was a separate option and I think I paid about the same as @kmakm. I'm about 2weeks out from getting those results. BC blindsided me at age 38, again at 42, and again in May at age 51. I had thyroid cancer at 50. I have bowel cancer in my family and I can't stand the idea of being blindsided again. It's terrifying not knowing what might come next and will be terrifying to know what might be ahead if I test positive for a gene. But I think I would rather know so I can do whatever I need to do to try and stay ahead of it. I felt powerless when I was diagnosed, I hope this brings some of my power back, to balance my fear. More important than me is my son. I want to have that knowledge so he knows to be vigilant. It may take some time to come to terms with a positive gene result. But I feel I need to take that step. Take a little time to think if it's right for you. You've been through a tough time. The cancer in your family would be concerning for you . You can discuss family history and your diagnosis with the geneticist. You don't have to decide right away. And you may decide not to proceed, but that discussion will give you the information you need to make your decision. Take special care of yourself. Let us know how you go. 🙂 🌸