PaulaN
10 years agoMember
Cant Take a Trick
Hi I just need to rant. My onc phoned me today to let me know that when they did the full body bone scan & ct of liver lungs kidneys & stomach, they have found something on my lungs. He said they w...
Bep thank you so much for your reply. You got exactly how I feel, unloved & invisible I suppose. I wasn't going to tell anyone about my lung issue because my Dad is being checked for bladder cancer & is seeing the onc tomorrow & I didn't want to worry Mum & Dad anymore. But I decided to let Mum know because she's a huge support & tries to drum into me "we wont worry about it until we know" & this morning she said that & not to get upset YET but if I do Im to ring her (which I wont LOL). I know that she'll tell my siblings when she talks to them but not expecting any miracles there.
I lost all my friends years ago when I was diagnosed with major depression which I still suffer from. Now its basically my partner & me. I joke that friends are over-rated.
My son who lives is Sydney is great and often rings to check on me & my step daughter who I brought up & consider my own rings every day. Then there's Mum & Dad even though its Mum who rings but I know Dad's basically standing beside her. Maybe I should think that's enough, but I really thought my siblings would be there for me.
Sorry about the rant but its where Im at at the moment.
I wish this infection would heal so I can start rad.
Paula