PaulaN
10 years agoMember
Cant Take a Trick
Hi I just need to rant. My onc phoned me today to let me know that when they did the full body bone scan & ct of liver lungs kidneys & stomach, they have found something on my lungs. He said they w...
Hi Paula, Sorry to hear about your scan results...hoping it's nothing to worry about....
You are not being selfish at all....if you are like me I am the one that always there for everyone...no matter what...now that the tables have turned even some of my friends have not reacted the way I thought they would.....as far as family go..my 3 siblings want nothing to do with me since our father passed,(before that they had alterior motives I have now discovered) who I nursed by the way, two of my siblings actually are nurses! I contacted my sister to tell her of my diagnosis, I didn't want sympathy, just wanted to let her know as our mother has had breast cancer as well, by the way she doesn't talk to me either...my sister told me she didn't know how to respond and that i'll be fine and to never contact her again....THAT hurt more than the ignorance and fake-ness she showed during dads illness and it hurt more than my own diagnosis! I honestly don't know where I got my empathy from it certainly wasn't from any of them.
They do say the ones closest to you hurt you the most.... I am ever so grateful that I have my husbands family, they are my real family...
best of luck with all of you treatments