Can I have a whinge :(

I was not much of a cryer but thanks to BC I'm now letting stuff out and it's a far better thing to do than I previously did. Maybe coz I hit 50 last year during treatment I'm kinda who gives a shit bigger things to worry about,  and life is More in perspective now. My evil outbursts, a reinactment of the exorcist each time the steroids wore off during chemo was horrible yet, valve releasing. My poor partner, but he has survived and we are closer for it too. I had many ups and downs and still do but things slowly improve. Do what you need to, I and possibly many others will applaud you for letting it out and that's what this place is for. you go girl let it rip. Biggest of hugs to you and hope my wee angel I have sent to you now if you minutely believe may bring a fairy dusting of comfort.