Wow what an awful week you have had. I too can't imagine how you feel right now. I too would be crying, but as Tonya said you will find stregnth to do,whatever it is you need to do next. Being given a time limit on your life seems crazy. I know I can't speak from experience, but I am sure there are others who can.
This is the link to a ladies page who only just posted on here. If you can read through her blogs, they are quite inspiring.
http://www.bcna.org.au/user/766/blog/66429
Sending you much love.
Paula xxxx