Hi Liz,
Good to hear from you. Happy you have made the 12 months goalpost and fingers crossed it continues that way.
I look back and see I went through grief, loss, bargaining, anger, fear, sadness and many other emotions over the years, post BC. Every day I still think of it, but also I have made small changes too ( which can, over the years, connect to bigger changes perhaps; ) plus met many new people and reconnected to some old friends.
Life is always changing. Learning to " go with it " and "accepting what is"...is something I try to do now. I am far from " perfect ".. Learning to forgive yourself.. and then others can be a weight off your back. Life can change in a second, so the uncertainty of how long we will be here can be magnified after a life threatening illness or experience.
I have watched some of Sopranos myself in the past. I like the opening music and the layers of stories within the series episodes.
Do not think others have " all " the answers, all the time. No one is perfect and comparing ourselves to other people might be counter productive.
Keep searching..you have come so far already. ooxx
Kathy.
