Breast Specislist, Surgery Appointment.

Hi Kazza,

I can understand your concerns about surgery at this time.  I'm officially four weeks post diagnosis. 

Four weeks ago I was offered a choice of mastectomy or lumpectomy/sentinel node biopsy.  My first thoughts were that mastectomy was 'too radical' for something so small, so I offered for the lumpectomy.  Pathology results showed a tumour bigger/more irregular than expected - 40mm mucinous with DCIS in tissue margins.  It came as quite a shock to say the least and I had a re-excision.  With tissue margins still showing up DCIS in some areas and considering I really didn't have much more boob to remove, I had a third surgery last Tuesday, mastectomy.  

I feel fortunate that I was offered the choice. In my case, I chose not to have immediate reconstruction as my breast was so inflamed, didn't want more complications to delay chemo (which I'll need) plus there is still a possibility that I may need radiotherapy to axillary region. (My reconstruction will be a 50th birthday present to myself in a couple of year's time)

I felt comfortable knowing that my surgeon was consulting with other surgeons, pathologists, radiation oncologists in their team to make recommendations as to further surgery and treatment. 

From what I've read, everyone's breast cancer is different and recommendations are given to you for your cancer which will be different to others.

I'm trying to cope with a changed body.  And maybe one day, I'll love my scar, but right now, finding that to be a bit difficult.

I've been on this network regularly reading other posts and found it to be invaluable for the advice, support and encouragement from those who have gone through it.  The first month is truly a roller coaster ride. It's only since coming home from hospital yesterday, that I feel I'm finally getting somewhere along my 'journey'. I visit my surgeon next Thursday for the drain to be removed hopefully and the remaining pathology results. 

Nurses have been fantastic with organising my care kit and advice.  The next stage is arranging a prosthesis and some nice looking bras (there are some out there!) from the experts (good reason to go shopping with a friend).

I hope my story has helped. 

All the best with your surgery and keep in touch on your progress.

Karen (Kazzi) xx